I can’t deny the fact that I still really love you.

Letting you walk out of my life that easily. Just sitting here, trying to act strong or like I didn’t care or that it wasn’t absolutely killing me inside, when you actually left. I should have fought for you, begged you not to leave, show you how much I needed you and cared. It doesn’t matter what it is that made you want to leave, or what it is that I did that made you leave, I should have done everything in my power to make you and show you how much I wanted you to stay because here I am, later on in life, when it’s too late to fix things now, missing you like crazy just wishing I could turn back time and do what it took to have you back in my life again.

I just about fall in love with everything you do and you seem to have this effect on me that leaves me looking at you, completely stunned and in awe. You never cease to take my breath away and leave me speechless. I can’t help but look at you and tell myself how absolutely perfect you are to me.

Get mad at yourself for believing all those bull shit lies you were told? Get mad because even for a second you felt something? Get mad because all those feelings and all those hopes were for nothing? I know I do.

christian-ocampo:

Being in love with someone you can’t be with is fucking bullshit. 

(via ashleydarkness01)

ashleydarkness01:

I miss being in a relationship. Having someone who is always there for you. Being able to be so corny towards each other. Getting goodmorning & goodnight messages. Getting spammed in a cute way when you don’t reply. Sleeping on the phone. Kisses & hugs. Doing all that cute couple shit I can’t do cause I am single. 

No matter how much you want to explode and burst into tears or words of fury and anger, don’t. Trust me, you’re just going to regret it in the end. Show them you’re stronger than that by never showing them any sign of hesitation or worry, by smiling at every struggle you are going to face. Don’t ever let anyone see how much it’s bothering you. There’s nothing there that people need to know unless they’re after keeping that smile of your off your face. 

But it turns out they’re just a big flirt.

Youre not either. I’m terrible at somethings, but I’m better at others. It doesn’t mean you can make me feel like complete and utter shit because I can’t do something you can.

ohaayitskee:

The last time I checked staying friends meant talking, sharing secrets, and spending time together, not avoiding and ignoring each other.

(Source: pers0nal-blog)